Monday, March 29, 2010
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Sunday, March 21, 2010
Work VS you
I feel so stressed up. Things should be better now that he's a thousand miles away. Yes, it did get better. But... now, things are getting so bad. And I really mean B.A.D.
He has to study, and now that I am having my holidays, I spend my days working. But he aint happy about that. He thinks I am neglecting him cause I work so much and I keep extending my hours.
To be fair, yeah, I know. Its 3 hours of difference. But... what can I do at home the whole day? I'd just start thinking about ridiculous stuff... I know myself too well.
Argh. Holidays are supposed to be fun.
Seriously, damn fucked up. I feel so stressed up now. Home sucks too, and I wanna move out.
He has to study, and now that I am having my holidays, I spend my days working. But he aint happy about that. He thinks I am neglecting him cause I work so much and I keep extending my hours.
To be fair, yeah, I know. Its 3 hours of difference. But... what can I do at home the whole day? I'd just start thinking about ridiculous stuff... I know myself too well.
Argh. Holidays are supposed to be fun.
Seriously, damn fucked up. I feel so stressed up now. Home sucks too, and I wanna move out.
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Earthquake
Every time you hurt me
I know that's it's working
Making you mine
Every drop of thunder
Only makes me stronger
On the inside
Thursday, February 11, 2010
I need to talkkkkkkkkkkk
As a disclaimer, I dont see why I should be judged on my own thoughts. I mean, if you are here, and you are judging about what I am saying, then I am so sorry, maybe you should just shoo. You dont deserve to be here. Its private, its my blog.
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Aite, days have been really busy and I guess its a really good thing cus it takes my mind off some stuff which are, well... If I should say, horrendous. It may sound really masochistic to say this, but I actually like some panic. I mean, if it can take my mind off those stuff, why not?
Life is tough. My mind isnt very bad, but it hasnt be really smooth sailing too. Valentines' nearing, and I am losing my valentive slowly. How's that? If I say I dont give a shit about this, you know for sure that I am kidding. Who is able to put down something that has been in existence for 1 whole year without feeling any remorse, qualms of regretting? Of course, unless you have never loved at all, which shall not come out as much of a surprise.
I know I havent been really good, but I havent been really bad either. I know, one mistake, and that makes you a criminal for life. Thats what majority of the people think. But think again, what about those who really wanna change?
In any case, I just detest the fact that people just wanna pick on the other just so he or she seems to be so much better. I mean like come on, there's a limit to everything. People just have to understand that sometimes, we apologise not because we really think that we are wrong. We just dont wanna make things worse, and we love the other party just a tad too much and wouldnt want to quarrel about stupid things like that for it aint worth the time.
People dont get it, they just put their noses higher up, thinking that they've won. But little do they know that in actual fact, they have lost. I cant exactly put my finger to what is it that they have lost for my brains aint working, but I know that they definitely lose something much more than an apology.
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Anyway, can I ask you girls something?
What if... your boyfriend doesnt allow you into his house though (for) you have been crying even though you are already right outside?
What if... it rains, but he doesnt bring the umbrella for you and doesnt care about you walking in the rain with your tears?
For Fiona, think about ACY doing that.
For Jenn, think about Alvin.
For Theresa, think about CS.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
Omg, so morbid.
Ok, I would like to see some response... Please?
P/S: I am NOT referring to anyone in particular ad if you are getting angry over this, thinkabot why you are angry over what I am writing. Hit the bull's eye?
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Aite, days have been really busy and I guess its a really good thing cus it takes my mind off some stuff which are, well... If I should say, horrendous. It may sound really masochistic to say this, but I actually like some panic. I mean, if it can take my mind off those stuff, why not?
Life is tough. My mind isnt very bad, but it hasnt be really smooth sailing too. Valentines' nearing, and I am losing my valentive slowly. How's that? If I say I dont give a shit about this, you know for sure that I am kidding. Who is able to put down something that has been in existence for 1 whole year without feeling any remorse, qualms of regretting? Of course, unless you have never loved at all, which shall not come out as much of a surprise.
I know I havent been really good, but I havent been really bad either. I know, one mistake, and that makes you a criminal for life. Thats what majority of the people think. But think again, what about those who really wanna change?
In any case, I just detest the fact that people just wanna pick on the other just so he or she seems to be so much better. I mean like come on, there's a limit to everything. People just have to understand that sometimes, we apologise not because we really think that we are wrong. We just dont wanna make things worse, and we love the other party just a tad too much and wouldnt want to quarrel about stupid things like that for it aint worth the time.
People dont get it, they just put their noses higher up, thinking that they've won. But little do they know that in actual fact, they have lost. I cant exactly put my finger to what is it that they have lost for my brains aint working, but I know that they definitely lose something much more than an apology.
===========================================
Anyway, can I ask you girls something?
What if... your boyfriend doesnt allow you into his house though (for) you have been crying even though you are already right outside?
What if... it rains, but he doesnt bring the umbrella for you and doesnt care about you walking in the rain with your tears?
For Fiona, think about ACY doing that.
For Jenn, think about Alvin.
For Theresa, think about CS.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
Omg, so morbid.
Ok, I would like to see some response... Please?
P/S: I am NOT referring to anyone in particular ad if you are getting angry over this, thinkabot why you are angry over what I am writing. Hit the bull's eye?
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
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