b's granny's bday

9th Jan 2010.

today was good, but the ending was terrible, and it still is.
wonder if its me.
or is it you?

i wanna talk about it, but there's no one for me to talk to.
i wanna talk about it, but there's no one around to listen to me.
i wanna talk about it, but its already 1.37am in the morning.
i wanna talk about it, but i cant tell anyone, at least not anyone who knows him because i know he wouldnt like it.
i wanna talk about it, but i just wanna run away from it.
i wanna talk about it, but i dont wanna say it all out.
i wanna talk about it, but i dont want it to be real.
i wanna talk about it, but i....

TELL ME HOW?